Note: Names have been changed in this story to protect the privacy of the youth involved.
It鈥檚 Wednesday, and Adam is staying in a rehab facility in the Fraser Valley.
But by Thursday, his mom Kate knows he could be anywhere. At just 18, the Chilliwack teen has been bounced in and out of almost every type of supportive housing available, most often in group homes filled with other troubled youth.
It鈥檚 such a chaotic timeline, that in the end, even the Ministry of Children and Families refused him housing.
Through his teen years, Adam has slept in a treehouse, on the streets, and surfed from couch to couch with family and friends 鈥� that is until welcomes are worn out. He hasn鈥檛 lived at the family home for more than two years now; last summer, when he called his mom from the Fraser Valley detox centre he鈥檇 been staying at, he begged to come home. He made the same promises he鈥檇 made before. But by then, she knew she had to look out for her safety.
So the answer was a painful one, for both of them. It鈥檚 the answer parents of teens like Adam have to give repeatedly.
鈥淣辞.鈥�
But that doesn鈥檛 mean she isn鈥檛 helping him. In fact, hearing 鈥榥o鈥� is part of the help he needs.
This is now Adam鈥檚 fifth time in rehab. He lasts for a while, then ends up in the same, familiar patterns. Drugs, violence, theft, property damage, lying. For years the only drug he鈥檇 admit taking was marijuana, but his mom knew it went deeper than that. Now she knows he takes Xanax and does cocaine, among whatever else he may have tried, or will try in the future.
She isn鈥檛 giving up on him. She meets regularly with government workers and social workers. She stays informed, she asks questions, and she pushes for assistance.
鈥淚 want to do everything I can to help him,鈥� Kate says. 鈥淎nd I won鈥檛 stop.鈥�
While Kate and her husband divorced several years ago, she doesn鈥檛 feel it caused Adam鈥檚 downfall. In truth, he was exhibiting signs of a disorder as early as the age of five, including attachment disorders, ADHD, oppositional defiant disorder, and fetal alcohol syndrome. As an adopted infant, his family history was sparse. Kate believes if someone told them about his higher potential for drug use, she would have been able to provide her son with effective life skills earlier. She would have armed herself with the knowledge to help him learn to navigate what was sure to be a difficult life.
She could have prepared her herself sooner, too. But she鈥檚 delved into research and information for years now, learning how to help him now that it鈥檚 come so far. She will always be his mom, she says.
鈥淭hat part of the brain is damaged,鈥� she explains. 鈥淗e鈥檚 so impulsive. He just wants what he wants.鈥�
But thanks to access from MCFD counselling, she has learned not to blame or berate herself. And no, she wouldn鈥檛 have changed her mind if she knew then what she knows now.
She cries at the thought of him being unwanted, or raised in a home without the stability and financial security his two professional parents were able to give him. She鈥檚 been told by the social workers that if he hadn鈥檛 been adopted by them, Adam鈥檚 life likely would have been even worse.
Still, having a child with mental health and drug issues is financially draining. And trying to find information on her son as he ages is becoming increasingly difficult. When he recently overdosed, he ended up in a Vancouver hospital.
鈥淣obody even phoned me,鈥� she says. She found out days later, by chance from a worker who mentioned it off the cuff.
鈥淚t happened on a Friday and they called me on Monday and said 鈥榟e鈥檚 going into detox now,鈥欌�� she said.
The worker looking through Adam鈥檚 file added: It looks like he was resuscitated.
Despite the years of pain and anguish they鈥檝e been through as a family, she is thankful to be his mother.
But with every birthday, Adam has been getting closer to going from a supported youth in the system, to being an adult fending for himself. That鈥檚 something Kate doesn鈥檛 think he has the skills for yet. His life has already been threatened on the street.
She was told at her own door by a group of about half a dozen teens: 鈥淵ou can kiss your f鈥檌ng son goodbye.鈥�
School has never been easy for him, even in Chilliwack鈥檚 alternate programs.
MCFD says their policy 鈥渞equires that all youth who are leaving care and transitioning into the next phase of their lives must have a plan of care in place. The plans are developed by social workers in collaboration with the youth, their family and their caregiver and include preparations for adulthood and independence.鈥�
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Child protection services are available up until a child鈥檚 19th birthday, they say.
鈥淚n keeping with transition plans, our involvement doesn鈥檛 end there,鈥� a ministry spokesperson told The Progress. Changes started taking place once power transferred from the Liberal to the NDP government. They are changes that have been noticed by other Chilliwack families with children in the system,, the parents of Nick Lang. He died in a foster home in an apparent suicide.
They鈥檝e announced they are covering tuition for former youth in care. That won鈥檛 help Adam, who hasn鈥檛 been able to graduate. And he鈥檚 likely not alone.
鈥淲e also offer the Agreements with Young Adults (AYA) program, which helps young adults to successfully transition to adulthood by providing support to obtain a high school diploma, obtain job skills through a vocational program; attend college or university; and/or complete a life skills or rehabilitation program.鈥�
The AYA program is being improved with more 鈥渨raparound supports,鈥� the MCFD added.
As of Jan. 31, 2018, Chilliwack had a total of 248 children and youth in care with 167 youth residing in foster homes, 38 living in group homes and the rest in other forms of care.
At that time there were seven group homes in Chilliwack. They aren鈥檛 obvious to passersby, says Kate, and who is staying at them changes regularly. Kids aren鈥檛 always kept in their home community, including Adam, who has been moved around the Fraser Valley.
The ministry added that the total number of youth in care in B.C. as of Jan. 31 was 6,804. Of that total number, 4,734 were living in a foster home and 838 were living in group homes.
鈥淲arehousing,鈥� Kate calls it. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 what it is.鈥�
It鈥檚 not that she lacks faith in the people running the system, she adds.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 probably the wrong word, but I know they鈥檙e overworked, understaffed. I know they care.鈥�
But kids continue to slip through the gaping holes in the system. And parents like Kate are left catching them and looking for better support systems.
While Adam鈥檚 dad had terminal cancer, life with Adam hit a crisis point. He began stealing from close friends and family. That鈥檚 when they set him up with MCFD.
Adam was 15 then, and MCFD kept him under their somewhat broken wings for two years. Because he鈥檚 high risk, he鈥檚 not a good candidate for foster care. At the age of 17, he was released from MCFD and set out on his own. He was homeless.
Worse yet, his mom says, there is no plan laid out for when he leaves. There鈥檚 no next step. With all bridges burned in his past, and people out to get him, he will likely end up on the street once again.
鈥淚 just tell him, let鈥檚 take this one day at a time,鈥� she says.
Kate has parcels of time where she can account for her son鈥檚 whereabouts, and times he falls off the map. He tells her stories she鈥檚 not sure she can believe, and ones she can.
Group homes are a sort of dorm situation where youth have their own rooms but all other spaces are shared. There鈥檚 an adult living in the house too, who is in charge of the kids, usually an older adult who struggles to keep tabs on the kids, Kate says. Ministry workers and counsellors can keep tabs on the kids, and move them to a different style of group home once they鈥檙e settled.
It鈥檚 not a perfect situation. When Adam would arrive back at a group home late, missing the strict 6 p.m. dinner bell, he would start making his own dinner. Rules are extremely important for impulsive youth, and part of teaching those life skills they鈥檒l need in adulthood. Eventually, his mother says, the staff was resorting to extreme measures for Adam (and others) to comply.
鈥淭hey would take out the [stove] elements,鈥� she says. 鈥淭hey had to put a lock on the fridge.鈥�
These are the types of rules that send Adam over his tipping point. With no one to force him to stay in any one place 鈥� without any legal requirement to force him to stay 鈥� the young teen would simply just leave.
And once again, he鈥檇 disappear.
Over the years, Kate鈥檚 slept with her purse at her head, between her own pillow and that of her new spouse. That wasn鈥檛 enough to keep it safe. Her son has stolen money, cell phones, and even her own car. He has tried to break into her home, and succeeded. He鈥檚 broken into her own locked bedroom to access her valuables.
She has sleepless nights, doesn鈥檛 eat right, can鈥檛 always focus at work, doesn鈥檛 like to use social media because other parents are often bragging about their perfect children.
So as heartbreaking as it is for a mother to put her feelings aside, that鈥檚 exactly what she鈥檚 learned to do.
鈥淚n order to protect yourself you learn to remove the emotion,鈥� she says. 鈥淚t鈥檚 mentally and physically tiring. And until you live it, you don鈥檛 understand.鈥�
Kids like Adam don鈥檛 go to foster homes for numerous reasons. Mainly, the issues they are dealing with are beyond the reach of foster parents, and they could pose a threat to other foster children. What Kate wants other people to know, other people who encounter difficult youth or homeless people, is that 鈥渆veryone has a story.鈥�
鈥淚 want them to know that they鈥檙e not trying to piss you off. That it鈥檚 just who they are.鈥�
She says her son lacks empathy, and has difficulty learning. At 18, he鈥檚 only completed Grade 9. But there are still doors open for him, and she holds out hope that he can find a positive path to his future. He鈥檚 very resourceful, very clever, with a unique brand of humour, and impeccable manners when he wants to display them.
鈥淗e鈥檚 not trying to be difficult, he鈥檚 just trying to find his place,鈥� she says.
But when the time comes for Adam to leave rehab 鈥� today, tomorrow, next week 鈥� she fears he will have nowhere to go.
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